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Entries from October 2007

Life beyond IV.F (reconnecting with my past)

October 12, 2007 · 2 Comments

I spend days trying to recall what was my life about before Oct 15, 2006, whenI dived wholeheartedly in tt.c

2 quick thoughts:

Firstly – I’m fascinated by the world of Big Finance, and here is an amazing piece from N.ew York.er on one of the brightest people on The S.treet. 

http://www.newyorker.com/reporting/2007/10/15/071015fa_fact_cassidy

Secondly, I used to go every day to gym , and my most happy memories of New York include an early Saturday morning Pilate.s class with Lau.ra…I googled her and here is her myspace page, and – as usual – great music…check it out!

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=121092913

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nope, bfn.

October 8, 2007 · 3 Comments

I had not anticipated it would be so hard to take it. Having the kid was the only thought that brought me through these years. Well, I’m not the first one, not the last one to get it, so guess I’ll survive. I just need to put myself together.

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print out from TC.M clinic

October 5, 2007 · 3 Comments

My friend gave me a print out from TCM clinic on all this fe.rtili.ty/preg,,nancy related diets. So, please e-mail me firefly1818 at gmail dot com if you’d like me to forward it.

In other news, I have insane night sweats and kinda spotting. well, beta is on Monday, so will see then.

This is a link to ridciulously cute hats.

http://snapdragonsbaby.com/jamie_rae_hats_baby_cappelli.html

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6dpd3

October 3, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Hmm, errrr, as soon as I typed – “no symptoms whatsoever”, I got back a metallic taste in my mouth:-)  and I have some red white head pimples all over my chest, and stuffy nose.  But I hear you girls – it’s too early to sweat.  

On the i.vf front, I have l.uteal blood tests tomorrow and on saturday and then b.eta on Monday.

Major point of relief here – CP.A is totally passable  – not that I think I passed it this time. There was ONLY 1 topic which I never bothered to open – consolidations ’cause I reasoned there’s a low probablity that I’ll get it for simulations (10 points of the entire exam)…Just 1 topic out of a hundred. Well, obviously the probability is 1 in case you are firefly1818, so I got it. Now – what’s the probability that I get it AGAIN in the next test window?:-) I’m not opening it for the life of me! 

Anyway, next exam to screw is Taxe.s and Regulation.s which I thoroughly enjoy. Yup, I’m a perv.ert, I know, just gimme more corpora.te tax.es.

Speaking of tax.es – I researched my first RE in Yal.e exactly on October 15 last year (while preparing my taxes.) Yes, I’m a GREAT procrastinator, and I luv deadlines – they keep me excited. Then during last Thanksgiving, I came across NW, and the first blog I started to read  was Amy’s de.fy grav.ity. Well, and it just has so happenned that I had my ER EXACTLY a year after her IU.I…How funny is that?:-)  Anyway, a year later I think I’m already having troubles keeping conversations outside of tww/childmaking and CPA:-) I should at least start reading something. May be my former favorite blog-

 gofugyourself.typepad.com

Its archive entries are absolutely hyserical…

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5dp3d

October 2, 2007 · 4 Comments

I think this cycle won’t work – all my symptoms are gone, I’m not tired anymore and feel some very distinct and familiar major AF cramps. I think my embies gave up:-(

Just one tiny, possible possitive sign – I almost passed out yesterday going through the cheese section of the supermarket- it stinks so much!!! and usually I LOVE cheese! The smellier the better! and I have some tiny red bumps on my breasts – usually they are on my chest pre-period. But most likely PIO. 

They had transferred 2 by 9 cells. one 8 cell was left to be watched for freezing.

As a result, I got all stressed out, and forgot to reschedule my CPA. So, will have to go today at 5:30 pm entirely unprepared. and now I need to run back from NYC to CT because I don;t have NTS on me. oh well. 

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