…In keeping up with the Christmas mood, my priest pronounced that – “life is lousy and then you die”:-)…Ah? I don’t feel entirely like that but objectively my life sucks need improvement on many fronts.
A year ago, on December 15th, I made a decision that every day I’ll do something for MYSELF, aside from my 100hrs-week-hell-stressful jobs-that pays-peenuts and sucks life out of me. In retrospect, looks like up until last October, I managed to keep up my promiss – I had tons of doctor’s appointments, had surgery/vaccinations/bridges/unsuccessful IVF, took Reiki II, found a co-rent in Manhat.tan, finally (after 2 years, and probably for the first time in my 8 yers in America) unpacked the cartons and uncluttered my appartment in CT, got driving license, and spent an enormous amount of time on CPA, which I still have to pass. And I managed to see “The coast of Uto.pia”, went to Met, U.S. Op.en Fin.als, and saw a cosmic show at Museum of Natural Science. But starting from October, this job load got unbearable, and I need to run. My visa is expiring in July, and I have another 3 years for the second one, so it’s time to find a FINAL job, which will bring me to greencard. I can’t believe that I’m already 8 years here. OMG, 2 MBAs, 4 jobs, 8 appartments, 3 relationships later, it still feels like I arrived yesterday, and did not achieve anything.
Well, right now I need a job.
